Thursday, September 29, 2005

-Sighs-

Well I am packing my stuff to move to my new place ... yea I am still packing ...these books !!!

I refuse to throw any quiz or even a journal away... so here I am still packing .. lil frustrated and really neeeding to talk...

RANDOM things I am thinking about while packing:

- When I get to the new apt. I will really settle down and finish my Round 1 apps
- I cannot believe how far behind I am in the application process
- Damn why is GCI playing these sappy love songs
- O I just bounced up on my old Kaplan GMAT textbook, handbook and CD...If anyone needs one I am willing to give it to you for free...
- Bounced up on Chicago Blues by Hugh Holton ... will give that away too...don't even know why I bought it
- It's so funny that the ones that we fall for are usually the ones that are not really interested in us
- Trey Songz baby, that voice, jeez ... "I don't wanna leave but I gotta go right now"
- Why are Accounting textbooks so damn big ?
- Damn my song is playing ... Stars by Kindred Soul ... "Each day I watch you get better at this... We've come so far stars look up at you baby baby .. my heart belongs right here next to you baby ..." Husband starts to sing "... If I had one wish it would be to stay together grow together.. it's not much to ask of us I know we can do it... We've come so far stars look up at you baby baby"
- I wonder what my mommy is doing right now
- I wonder if my co-worker is going to lose his job
- I wonder if my presence is affecting his performance
- Hmm just bounced up on my love box - keepsake of all the stuff from my ex ... postcards etc... should I dump it..think I will cuz I've let go ... well I will dump his stuff but I want my ceramic love box! (that I created myself Thank you!)
- What ever happened to Afrocencheck.com and heritagecheck.com. I cannot resort to these Mickey Mouse checks on the market. I think I will try uniquecheck.com
- O Shoooott -- Bow Wow's song is playing ... ahhhhhhhh make it stop! Let Me Turn It Down
- I had always secretly wished that I would one day weigh more than 120 pounds ... If you kno me you would know that that is nearly impossible
- The topic for the the Chris Michaels radio show is "How do you break up with a woman so that she gets the message?" I don't know about you but I think the topic should be switched a little...in my case, the men are the ones that seem to be hard of hearing... (I sure knew how to pick them)
- O my jam -- Keyshia Coles "First of all let me say you cannot accuse me of all the things u are guilty of... I might as well have cheated on you, as much as u accuse me of cheating.. I should have cheated." yea right! For some reason I just can't cheat.. I guess that's a good thing :S
- Damn I had $25.00 off my next purchase at "Hurt your damn footsole Bakers Footwear" and I forgot to use it.. Tomorrow for sure
- Shit! It expired on the 15th
- "When he touches me it's like Ohhh Ohh.. When he hugs me I'm like Ohhh Ohh .. When he rubs me I'm like ohhh ohhh .. I got him saying Girlll tonight .. Give me some Sade', some Marvin Gaye, some Isley, cuz when you touch me I'm like "
- Who is really reading this ? lol
- "I get so lonely, Can't let just anyone hold me .. I want no one but you ;) (hint! hint!)
- Ok enough with the relationship songs .. but hey those are the songs that GCI is playing
- Don't you hate hate hate it when you contact someone and he/she take forever to get back at you?
- WHY AM I NOT PACKING MY COMPUTER!!!

Sunday, September 25, 2005

You may hurt but

After a while
You learn the subtle difference between
Holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn
That love doesn't mean learning
And company doesn't always mean security
And you begin to learn
That kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes ahead
With the grace of a woman,not the grief of a child
And you learn
To build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground
Is too uncertain for plans
And futures have a way of
Falling down in mid-flight
And after a while you learn
That even sunshine burns
If you get too much
So plant your own garden
And decorate your own soul
Instead of waiting for someone
To bring you flowers
And you learn you really can endure
You really are strong
You really do have worth
You learn
You learn
With every goodbye
You learn


After A While by Veronica Shoffstall

Saturday, September 24, 2005

You are singing shit ... Full Stop

So I am up at 7 am today because I am hungry and sleepy ... yea I said I am up cuz I am sleepy. I am too lazy to make breakfast so I decided to listen to some music on the radio .. to distract me from my hunger nah.

Well I never hear more shit.(Actually I have but anyway..) This Bow Wow song "let me hold you down" has some of the dumbest lyrics ever:
Its what your coming with but Ima change all that
Rearrange that
Put you in the range all black
With the rims to match
Phone attached
TVs in the back
How you gon say no to that? Huh
Ahmmmm NO!

Look at me like now here you go
Really bout to blow some doe
But ain't nobody did it before so why is you so go hold it
Cause I believe this was meant to be
I just gotta work at it
Like a crack addict up in rehab


WHAT!? wha wha wha what Bow Wow .. you put real thought into that one .. deep !

I wonder what Huey would say about this ?